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So this website is here for my friends, or anybody else who cares, to get to know me, or just to be entertained. I don't know much about making my own site, but, what ever works.
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My Name is Mallory, but if you don't mind call me Amaya. I am 16 (woot), and I am only 5 feet tall (Sad story, hehe.) I live in a wanna-be Danish town between the town of pea soup, and the town wanna-be cowboys. My favorite colors aren't really colors, I love Black and white (the high contrast is very appealing). Other then that, I like purple. When I don't know what else to say, other than i don't know, i like to say Green. Don't ask why.. hehe. For the longest time my dream has been to become a Jet Piolet. The power of sitting and have control over a beautiful aircraft is so sexy. Yes, i said sexy. Power, is a turn on (lol). But only that kind of power. Power hungry people wanting to be rich and want to take over the word is more of a turn off. hehe. I love music... seriously, i love it... not as much as Drew or my baby brother (whose name is Michael, also known as baby) but Its my third love of my life, hehe. I am christian, I love god <3333. (God is the greates love in my life) I adore The Phantom of the Opera. I want to be him (Erik Destler is the character's name), why, i don't know, i just do. I used to want to be my Mister Drew... but that sort of faded... well... no, I want to be like him, except i don't want his stupid weakness... that butt head... anyways... yeah. Theres me... if you have any further questions... ask, hehe.> |
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As i said before, My baby brother (who is 6 months old) I love to death, and I would give anything for him <333, people keep telling me that once he learns to talk my opinion will change, but i don't believe that. My parents are cool, and currently going through a divorse, its not fun, but they'll live, and so will I. my sister (Michelle) she can be nice, but she loses her temper really easily... and she makes me sick sometimes by how little she cares about a lot of things, but she's still my sister. My aunt Alice is 17, and one of my pretty good friends, we get in fights, but we are there for each other when needed. My brother (nick) is 13, and he is my best friend (just like Drew). I know, i know, "how can a brother and sister be best friends?!" well, i don't know, we just are. And thats my family, and again, if you have any questions, just ask. > |
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I have a few friends whom i love greatly, so i'll start with them:
Samantha: have been friends with her since my first day of school when i moved to Solvang. 9which was about 4 years ago... something like that). She is the sweetest girl I've ever met and i hope i'll always have her (woot). We have a million inside jokes... and we forget them all, so we write them down. i'm not sure what the point of telling you that was, because if i told you them you wouldn't get it... o.0 hehe.
Drew: Drew has only been my friend for a few months and a year. Yet, he is one of my 3 best friends on this planet (samantha is one too). He is my only friend who has never gotten in a fight with me, and has never hurt me. He has never actually helped me with my problems i don't think... but he always makes me smile, and he is really good at distracting me from them, hehe. I'll love him always and forever, sometimes i think of him like my brother, we try and take care of each other and we can tell each other anything.. i think.. hmm... dun dun dun!!!!!!!
Nick: Nick is my brother, but is in fact another of my three best friends (whom i just named, they are Sam, Nick, and Drew) He knows everything about me. And he helps me a lot. we are definetly there for each other and we can tell each other anything. We go to the park a lot. Its beautiful there. woot woot. hehe.
Ryan: Ryan has only been my friend for about 3 weeks, yet i consiter him a close friend. It seems weird, but he is so sweet. He is always trying to help me, with everything, heh. He knows basically everything about me and is still my friend. Which is weird being that he has only been my friend for 3 weeks, and also, my life is pretty screwed up. He is very stubbern, but its a quality in him that i admire... although i admit sometimes it scares me... hehe.
Bailey: I love Baily lots. We had a really amazing experience togther at Hume Lake. So we are super close now. But she lives far away *smiffles* (yes, smiffles). I hope she doesn't forget me, or her faith!
Brittany: I have had more problems with this girl than almost anyone i have ever met, lol. We are fairly good friends dispite the hell we have put each other through. She knows a lot about me, and i know somethings about her, and thats cool. She is one of my lezbian lovers hehe (inside joke, sam is one too, haha).
Alice: Alice is my aunt, but I loves her like my friend. We do lots of crazy things together, but we have fun. We fight sometimes, but i usually turns out alright. la la la...
Michael: Michael Michael (thats his nickname... his name twice... heh, weird) is a cool friend, we have done some weird things, but thats just how we are. Oh! like on halloween (which is the day after my birthday) we were messing around with my camera taking pictures of me attaching him (I was a vampire) it was funny, haha.
Because I have a really stupid memory, I'm sorry if I forgot you. email me if you are unhappy and want me to add you to my list. my email address is mscookieqt@hotmail.com (don't ask). I love you though!!!
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Here I am. One day after coming back from Hume Lake, and I have never been so happy. I love Hume. It is an amazing place, and i can't wait to go back next year. I hope I can go over the summer too.
For the longest time i have been in a deep and painful state of Depression. I had no way out. Then, some one made it clear what i needed. Robert, he showed me exactly what i needed. He told me that he would sit next to me and wait with me until i was ready to get up. He never gave up on me. And thats what i have always needed. He is an awesome person and I am thankful i know him.
Roberts kindness was what started my search for some thing to bring me peace. My friend Anton helped me, when he sujested God. I believed in God. I didn't understand it or really feel for it at all, but i believed.
When I went to Hume Lake I was confronted by so many incredible things. My questions were answered, and through the voice and music of Moi I learned of passion with in the relasionship i have with God. They are incredible, their lyrics are inspiring, and i am forever gratful for what they have shown me. And the speaker at the camp, he answered my biggest question, and now i understand why Jesus had to die, I understand why God Sacrificed his only son.
The third day there, was the day that changed my life. Everything that happened was so incredible. our speaker was talking about how people who have beautiful feet are the people who are willing to support God, and the people who will spread the word, and do what they can as gods sevant, and do this for their life time. I don't know if thats exactly how to explain it, but thats what i understood of it. He asked the people who believed they have beautiful feet to stand up. About 7 people stood up. Then, he asked that the people who stood, and the people who want to stay, to remain in the room, and asked everyone else to leave silently. About 30 or less people stayed. I didn't stand. I didn't think i could. But for some reason, I didn't move. I didn't leave the room. Something inside me was telling me to stay. So i did. My wonderful friend was sitting next to me in tears. She was afraid that she couldn't remain faithful to god. And that she knew she would sin again. And I tried to help her, i prayed for her, and talked with her. And then as I sat listening to Carolyn, who joined us, helping her something came up in my mind. Something a kind friend had told me the day before. I had gone on a walk with him, and i kept tripping. He told me, and meant it literally, that its okay to trip, as long as you don't fall. he meant it as in, if you fall and get hurt, i am probubly not going to be able to help you, so don't fall . But thats what came to mind, When I put everything together, i started to cry. I couldn't believe what had happened. I told my friend those words "Its ok to trip, as long as you don't fall" and gave her the necklace i had bought earlier that day. I told her that the necklace would remind her of that moment, so she could never fall.
What I gathered was the irony. It was all so amazing. The fact that our speaker would answer the one question that heald me back from understanding. The fact that because i happened to be continously tripping that Ryan would tell me that simple wisdom. That something strong came over me and told me not to leave the room. That i happened to be sitting next to the girl whom i would help by using the accidental wisdom Ryan gave me. The girl whom i gave my necklace to, which i bought for a reason i don't even remember. And something else was the intense feeling i got when I heard Moi's song "Marvolous Light". I can remember only two lines of the song, and they are engraved in my mind. "Sin has lost it power, Death has lost its Sting." They mean so much to me. And the entire Hume Lake expierience changed my life. I love God, and I love Hume.
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