Damien was the love of my life. The one and only for me. I miss him so much. He was taken away from me on March 21,2005. Its been a few weeks but I can't help but grieve. I miss him. I want to feel his touch. Have his arms Wrapped around me again in that loving protecting way. I can't believe he is gone. When he died my heart went with him. I can't get it back and I dont want it back. I love him and I always will. He will never be forgotten. Deep down, he will always be part of me. REST IN PIECE DAMIEN!!! YOU ARE MISSED TRULY!!! |
This portion will be dedicated to Jyra Leanna born February 20, 2005, died March 28,2005. She was only with us for a month.
Struggling to for her life. She was born two months early and had some complications with her heart. The doctors said she would be ok to take home but a month after we had to take her back to the hospital. She was barely breathing and unconsious. We rushed her to the hospital and four hours later. She died. She died from heart failure. I was devasted. First Damien, and now Jyra. What's next? Why is this happening to me? What did I do wrong? Why can't I go? Why can't I be with Damien and Jyra? Why do I have to be left here?
Those are questions I ask myself everyday now. I will never understand. I do know they are in a better place. It was just that time to where God wanted them as His own. There is nothing I can do now but I wish there was. I will miss my baby girl Jyra Leanna and the love of my life Damien Joseph. I don't know how but i have to try and make it without them. It's hard but I'll either give up or keep going. I don't know yet. I LOVE YOU BABY GIRL. MOMMY WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. SAY HI TO DADDY FOR ME!!! |
If I only had knew
That today would have been
The last day I saw Your shining face,
I would have looked a little longer.
If I had only knew
That this would be the last time I heard you say
"I LOVE YOU" I would have said it back a million times
Before I went to be that night.
I love you and l miss you so much
That you took my heart with you the day you died.
We never said good bye before you died
And for that I'm sorry but I never thought that you would be gone so soon.
And taken out of my life.
~Linda Bruce
(I hope you don't mind I used your poem)
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Hey. I hope you all enjoy this site. It's fully and 100% dedicated to my loved ones Damien and Jyra. Everyone or anyone that has lost someone know what it's like and know what I am going through. I do hope you understand my pain.
Thank you for visiting
~Tateym |
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March 4, 1985- March 21,2005 |
February 20,2005- March 28,2005 |
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