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I like to express my thoughts and opinions. But I'm always afraid that people are going to reject me. I'm not a person who cares what others think of me. I care what I think of me. In the past that's what has happened to me. Rejected, betrayed, walked away from, hurt, ect... But not it's important. Things go on, right? (I'd like to beleive so.) People say that it doesn't matter on your appearance. But in reality it does. No one has interest in getting to know someone on the inside. And it's not fair. But you know that saying, "No one said life is fair". Have you ever experienced the feeling of love? I have. But what about the feeling of being in a relationship where you don't know where your love is or how they are doing? I have, I do. It's hard to keep going every day without the knowledge of where they are or how they are doing. You don't get to hear their voice. You don't get to see his face. You don't get to feel his touch. It's all too unreal. It's like when something good FINALLY comes along, it goes straight to hell. And it never seems to come back. At least not the same. All the good things in life have been out-ruled by all the bad and hurtful things. We try to fix things, try to make them better. But no matter how much we give, we don't get anything in return. Being pushed away by the ones that you love. What hurts the most? Being alone. All by yourself, no one to talk to. The only person who keeps you alive isn't really here. It's not theire fault, they're forced to be somewhere they don't belong. And in so many months they get their freedom back and can be where they want. But yet you two have spoken in so long. Will he remember to come back and save you from making an action that you've been avoiding just to see if they'll come back. An action that depends on your life. Every day I have to face the fact that I won't be able to see my boyfriend or even hear from him in about 8 months. I cry myself to sleep at night. Every day I look around to see his face. I listen closely to my surroundings to try to hear his voice. All those days, my heart is hurting. No one can see the pain I hide. They assume I'm just quite and shy. But the reason why I barely talk is becasue I feel so hurt, so alone, so forgotten... I just want to be with him. That's all it's going to take for me to become myself again, to be happy and full of joy. |
I like to express my thoughts and opinions. But I'm always afraid that people are going to reject me. I'm not a person who cares what others think of me. I care what I think of me. In the past that's what has happened to me. Rejected, betrayed, walked away from, hurt, ect... But not it's important. Things go on, right? (I'd like to beleive so.) People say that it doesn't matter on your appearance. But in reality it does. No one has interest in getting to know someone on the inside. And it's not fair. But you know that saying, "No one said life is fair".
Have you ever experienced the feeling of love? I have. But what about the feeling of being in a relationship where you don't know where your love is or how they are doing? I have, I do. It's hard to keep going every day without the knowledge of where they are or how they are doing. You don't get to hear their voice. You don't get to see his face. You don't get to feel his touch. It's all too unreal.
It's like when something good FINALLY comes along, it goes straight to hell. And it never seems to come back. At least not the same. All the good things in life have been out-ruled by all the bad and hurtful things. We try to fix things, try to make them better. But no matter how much we give, we don't get anything in return.
Being pushed away by the ones that you love. What hurts the most? Being alone. All by yourself, no one to talk to. The only person who keeps you alive isn't really here. It's not theire fault, they're forced to be somewhere they don't belong. And in so many months they get their freedom back and can be where they want. But yet you two have spoken in so long. Will he remember to come back and save you from making an action that you've been avoiding just to see if they'll come back. An action that depends on your life.
Every day I have to face the fact that I won't be able to see my boyfriend or even hear from him in about 8 months. I cry myself to sleep at night. Every day I look around to see his face. I listen closely to my surroundings to try to hear his voice. All those days, my heart is hurting. No one can see the pain I hide. They assume I'm just quite and shy. But the reason why I barely talk is becasue I feel so hurt, so alone, so forgotten...
I just want to be with him. That's all it's going to take for me to become myself again, to be happy and full of joy. |
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